...."Another present that Hyunjoong brought along with him is~~~~> SS501 "..Smiley~~ ^____^
So, as to know that KHJ belongs to a boy band idol group I became curious with each member as well.I still remember my confusion when I get to watched the first video clip I clicked.It was with the song "Stand by me" in which I guess was a fanmade MV clip..(.."am trying to locate the video at YT but...fails~~...)..And I liked the song instantly!!^^.But then watching them through that video gave me some difficulty distinguishing who's who!.Gee~..I could not even identify Hyunjoong among the five members!.Could anyone imagine that!?.You see,I was just starting to get to know HJ and am not so familiar with Kpop so it's kinda confusing when it comes to their looks.Silly of me,lols~.So,in order to get familiar with every member I checked everyone's profile..:))..and bingo~..I found everything I need to know,haha.
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| "from..Kyujong ,Jungmin ,Hyun-joong ,Hyung-joon and Youngseng.....SARANGHE~~ |
The members~~....are all good-looking,^^.That's
the first thing I noticed,hehe..cute and adorable.Since they were just in their
early twenties during those time.The more I learn, the more I grew to love
SS501.I don't need to detail everything what attracts me into them.It happens
naturally.And why not, I must say when it comes with good manners they are the
best!...and good personality matches with sincerity always what got my attention
in order to become interested..... Considering that even just by watching them
being playful and yet affectionate towards one another warms my heart.And I
believe the strong bond that binds them together are exceptional and can never
be disregarded even by the test of time...And it was all so good to see them in
one stage together~~only until......
.......that last show that really brought me into tears...(.here's the link if anyone would be curious to know..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlmUwXzlvss / http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87Hhs3_UK80&feature=channel&list=UL
When I watched these videos finally uploaded in YT I recall how heart stricken I was.Tears of sadness overflow through the fans all the way to the members themselves.Seeing Hyunjoong struggling to hold back his emotions, Youngseng who's trying to hide his sorrow in a smile ,Kyujong, Jungmin and Hyungjun all welled up in tears..Gee~I'm pretty sure the heavy atmosphere could be felt all the way through the entire Triple S then. Not just there at the venue where it was held but the whole population of SS501 fandom.. And every time I listen to their song such as "Only One Day" and "Forever"..it brings me sadness.. No matter how good these songs are~ I just can't help it!.These songs left such a sad memory of SS501 members to me~~...tears..:((...
I am probably not one, among those passionate fans who painstakingly have given all their effort to support the boys and their activity. I did not even contribute much and the least I do is buying their albums and stream whenever I had the chance to do so. Learning that I won't be seeing them in one stage together as one for quite a while leaves such emptiness in my "fangirling" heart ,so what more onto those fans who have been with them all along since they were just a newbies~~??......
It's been more than 2 yrs now and so far so good with all the members with their solo activities. I don't apply the term "disbanded" because I believe that one day I will be able to see all five of them again onstage..On whether it would be in a collaboration , a special performance or better yet a reunion for a comeback.( Yay~^^ ) Maybe it'll take another "few" more years though. ( waah~~..).Hmm.. maybe I should just rephrase the saying ~~."There's no harm done hoping." Anyways, there's a lot of things to keep me busy until then....And I'll be just right here whenever is the day,that's for certain!^^ Well I assume, spending nine years together as early as being a trainee is something worth keeping that must has been embedded in their heart. Meaning ,the members could not just leave everything behind where they once belong.. as a group...as siblings... in a family..
There are times that at some point in our life we need to make a decision..We need to deal with what lays before us irregardless of how difficult the circumstances would be .At times it can't be helped that some feelings will get hurt and yet we must get on with it...And SS501 members is no exception..Aside of being a celebrity, they are also human beings like the rest of us.Somehow, somewhere along the way they also have their own dream.Things that they wanted to do and wanted to be, in their future. And there's nothing permanent in this "real" world....It must be burdening for the members to make a decision to lead a path all by their own without the company of one another...I can imagine their uncertainties.Really, going solo is no joke! Especially when one used to do activities as a group.And if one wants to improve himself in order to excel one must take the challenge even when there's no guarantee of succeeding .
I do miss SS501 a lot..And to be honest, the selection that I could not bring myself to delete in my playlist after all this time are SS501 songs and those tracks from their individual album now.Oh, I do appreciate and liked those music from other kpop band group too.And...get tired ,after a couple of times listening to it.One of my traits, can't help it though..:((( But with SS501...it isn't just their kind of music but the boys themselves (.. that I grew to be very fond of ..).. So that's understandable, right?.kkk^^..
Apparently though, my bias is always Hyunjoong^^..He is my fave man in the world, remember??winks~~..
Whenever I read , heard things of how some fans vent their criticism on him which I really find annoying made me feel bad for HJ..Especially with the issue of going solo.When he finally announced transferring to another agency etc...When he became the most popular among the other members, instead of congratulating there are those whose just too busy finding faults and flaws and even up against with other fans who supports him.. Human nature ,I know..But still....tsk....
That day seeing Hyunjoong brimming in tears while reading his letter to fans during his debut solo showcase gives me a heavy heart. It was then that I realize how everything affects him deep inside. Being a leader of their group I can only imagine how he endure being the point of all criticism. But I guess above all that , what really hurts him most is when fans get into "fanwars" among themselves. HJ is a humble man who doesn't mind being criticized but he felt bad when others get down and hurt because of him..Well,that's my own perception of HJ....The man is deep!..if anyone understand what I mean...
Now that all the members has spread their wings and took their own flights , the place where they nestled together for so many years felt empty. But then, to see them grow and learn to stand on their own is rather be good, in order to mature and become a better artist themselves. That whenever they return and gather together we will be seeing better men , more matured.. "SS501" artist to make us fans even more proud.:)
However, as for me being an ordinary fan instead of fame and success I rather want them to achieve the most is~~~~~~~~~>>> HAPPINESS... to their hearts content.^^
So, to Hyunjoong, Kyu, Youngseng, Jungmin and Hyungjun~~Go get the most of it!!.And to all your dreams ~ ..Fighting!!
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| "To SS501~~Hurray!!" |
